It's just that Ben is asking her to do the exact opposite of what her previous instructors have pounded into her for years. It feels wrong, to not reach out to metaphorically meet the Force halfway.
Eventually, she makes a frustrated noise and says, "I don't, I don't understand." She doesn't like admitting that, for multiple reasons.
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Date: 2020-10-04 07:37 pm (UTC)It's just that Ben is asking her to do the exact opposite of what her previous instructors have pounded into her for years. It feels wrong, to not reach out to metaphorically meet the Force halfway.
Eventually, she makes a frustrated noise and says, "I don't, I don't understand." She doesn't like admitting that, for multiple reasons.