last_kallig: Feyne-taken from Hollow-Art (looking down)
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Ibani is at a corner booth in Milliways, examining a tactical map of the Kurost sector of the Mid-Rim, specifically the Nanth'ri system.

She's half in, half out of armor, a look worn by many commanders in many worlds and many times. A look that suggests that the Commander was either interrupted en route to sleep or has given up on it entirely.

She has a small stack of holopads set out on the table, listing various groups and their locations, most of them are crossed out. The two on top are for a Major Bessiker and the Sith Hiran Bessiker, his son.

She'd hoped she would never need to enter the Foundry again, but events have conspired against her.

Her stomach sinks as she recalls what she's fairly sure will be Major Bessiker's last message to her or to anyone, that a group of fanatical Jedi had taken the Foundry. She's checked again and again, and there is no one she can send, no one she can spare.

If she can't find an answer here, she'll be going alone into what the data tells her MUST be a trap.

(OOC: dialogue in italics is taken from/adapted from Ibani's canon.)

Date: 2020-07-26 11:53 am (UTC)
acertainpov: (hermit: hope)
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Ben makes a faint 'hmmm' sound of amusement.

"That's less of a compliment if you've lived as long as I have under twin suns," he remarks.

(But he's flattered somewhere under the humour. Flattered, and a bit concerned, because the last thing he needs or desires is to inspire feelings like that from another person after Satine and Asajj.)

He draws back from her head, but only to takee her hand in both of his and to relax into a more meditative pose on the chair, letting his eyes gently close as he invites Ibani's stress to flow into him, or at least away from her.

Date: 2020-07-26 12:27 pm (UTC)
acertainpov: (hermit: regret)
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There's no reply other than a gentle sshhing, like a father putting a child to bed, with a gentle, loving smile.

One of the things Ben has been working on, in his hermitage, in his meditations with the living Force, is to better understand its flow through and in and between living things. And whereas once he might have just taken this stress and incorporated it into his own to be ignored, now he focuses on letting it flow through him, out into the wider Force, as he's had to do with so much of his guilt - or that which he could afford to let go.

It's still a work in progress.

And then, he finds the pain, and this is going to be harder to work with, so he stills further, and lets that come as well.

Date: 2020-07-26 12:47 pm (UTC)
acertainpov: (hermit: regret)
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He does, yes.

Years of being at the front line. Years of pushing himself to the very limits of what his body could do, of healing himself at the front lines just enough to stand when even his fellow Jedi were being pulled back to the basta tanks. Years of healing his men on the fly rather than lose a single man more than necessary. Years borrowed from his future life just so he can survive a few more hours.

There's room, but it's slow. If he opens up too much he'll overdo it, open the metaphorical floodgates, harm himself and Ibani.

So he takes it slow, calmly, a little more with each breath.

Date: 2020-07-26 12:59 pm (UTC)
acertainpov: (hermit: a task to do)
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Ben eventually sits back, her hand still in his, and lets his breathing slow, and deepen.

He doesn't sleep. But he lapses deeper into his meditation for the remainder of the night, existing for those few hours between the Force and his own body, reaching for the serenity he's only managed to glimpse after a decade's work.

But by the time the single Terran sun that shines over Millways is seeping into the room, he looks for all the world like he is asleep.

Date: 2020-07-26 01:13 pm (UTC)
acertainpov: (hermit: still Kenobi)
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Eventually - long enough that he may have been asleep rather than just faking it, but also not long enough for that to be beyond doubt - and without anything else changing in his breathing or aspect, Ben opens one eye.

"Getting a good look?"

Date: 2020-07-26 01:29 pm (UTC)
acertainpov: (hermit: hmmm)
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"That's never as fun as you think it's going to be when you get started," Ben remarks, having broken a leg or two in his time.

"As for breakfast," he chuckles, "anything that hasn't been rehydrated from a pack will do me just fine."

Date: 2020-07-26 01:42 pm (UTC)
acertainpov: (hermit: listen)
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"I can never see a thing with a helmet on," Ben says, eventually letting go of Ibani's hand to collect and inspect some of the pieces. It's not a bad set of armor, but he'll still wear someone else's reluctantly. He's been around enough clones to understand the personal nature of something like this.

"And it really messes with my hair."

Date: 2020-07-26 05:58 pm (UTC)
acertainpov: (hermit: hope)
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"I would have felt the same way about my armor, I'm sure."

Except he left Coruscant with little more than the robes on his back and the babe in his arms. No time to worry about the sentiment attached to things.

...not that he has any sentiment attached to things.

"Now I haven't eaten this well in ten years," he says, as soon as the tray is set down.

There are eggs.

Date: 2020-07-27 07:12 pm (UTC)
acertainpov: (hermit: thinking)
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"I think I can manage," Ben says almost on reflex, as reluctant to accept offered help as he is to ask for it. "It's similar enough to what I used to wear."

That wasn't for as long, but it felt like he'd never be free of it.

Date: 2020-07-28 01:31 pm (UTC)
acertainpov: (hermit: thinking)
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That may be the difference between a lone warrior and a general in a thousand-strong army. Ben lost any inclinations towards physical modesty a long time ago. But he shanges while she's changing, his volumnous robes folded and set upon his chair, the armor - what there is of it because Jedi ahve always preferred freedom of movement to actual protection - still affording a few of brown and tan undergarments.

When she emerges, he's looking at himself in the mirror over the dresser, wondering his his beard is too unruly for a serious Jedi Master, but he decides it's fine.

If it hurts to see another friend in the armour of a sith, hiding themselves behind anger and power and dark, he doesn't show it when he turns back and smiles warmly at her.

"I think that makes you look taller."

Date: 2020-07-29 03:26 pm (UTC)
acertainpov: (hermit: mulling)
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Closer, but different enough that when in the pilot's seat, Ben takes a good few seconds looking over all the controls. It's nice to have the opportunity to figure things out before taking off in a hurry.

"I should warn you I've not actually piltoed anything in years," he says, but without much concern, as he fires her up and points her out into space.

Date: 2020-07-30 04:23 pm (UTC)
acertainpov: (hermit: mulling)
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The shield masks them from outsiders not the other way around, but Ben still finds it easier as they approach to close his eyes and sense their way towards the Foundry, finding the dock and easing their way in among the existing star fighters and one crashed Republic shuttle.

It's strange, this complete lack of reaction to them - he has to be extra careful not to actually hit anything or anyone who would usually give them space - but eventually he does come to a satisfactory landing and shuts off their engines, before reaching a hand to Ibani's hip to let her know they're there.

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