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last_kallig) wrote2020-09-18 06:42 pm
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Au: Kid Ibani-Tatooine Era Obi-Wan Kenobi
(OOC: Content warning for mention of torture, harm done by and to children, suicidal ideation and quite possibly suicide attempt.)
Ibani is a fourteen year old Sith Acolyte and her life of pain is written in her body for those who can read it. The scars of a slave collar on her neck, the letters and numbers carved under one eye like a bantha brand, those were only the beginning. She's been shocked regularly with force lightning for years as well as being subjected to more primitive methods of torture, and all have left their mark. Scars from teeth, claws and blades mark her skin, the echoes of broken bones still visible if you look the right way in the Force.
She should be dead, and she might be shortly, despite her struggles. She doesn't know how she got HERE, wherever this hot desert is, instead of the cold desert of Korriban. The gravity is wrong, the temperature is wrong, and while the Force shouted just before she landed here it is strangely silent now. (She might be insane, in which case she should put herself down before she harms anyone, but she's waiting for more evidence on that one way or the other.) She's dying by inches of heat and thirst and she can't push her body any further, even with all the Force tricks she knows.
She crawls on her belly under an overhang of rock, collapses. She can enter a trance, reduce her need for water, but that means that without help she will simply fail to ever wake, will slip away into the Force in death. It's a long shot, but she's worth more alive than dead even to the most nefarious of persons. (She knows better than to expect mercy or kindness from strangers.)
Ibani sinks into the Force, awaiting aid or death.
Ibani is a fourteen year old Sith Acolyte and her life of pain is written in her body for those who can read it. The scars of a slave collar on her neck, the letters and numbers carved under one eye like a bantha brand, those were only the beginning. She's been shocked regularly with force lightning for years as well as being subjected to more primitive methods of torture, and all have left their mark. Scars from teeth, claws and blades mark her skin, the echoes of broken bones still visible if you look the right way in the Force.
She should be dead, and she might be shortly, despite her struggles. She doesn't know how she got HERE, wherever this hot desert is, instead of the cold desert of Korriban. The gravity is wrong, the temperature is wrong, and while the Force shouted just before she landed here it is strangely silent now. (She might be insane, in which case she should put herself down before she harms anyone, but she's waiting for more evidence on that one way or the other.) She's dying by inches of heat and thirst and she can't push her body any further, even with all the Force tricks she knows.
She crawls on her belly under an overhang of rock, collapses. She can enter a trance, reduce her need for water, but that means that without help she will simply fail to ever wake, will slip away into the Force in death. It's a long shot, but she's worth more alive than dead even to the most nefarious of persons. (She knows better than to expect mercy or kindness from strangers.)
Ibani sinks into the Force, awaiting aid or death.
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"It's heavily monitored though. Which is why people who don't want to attract much notice like Craya and her friends usually rely on plant based sources."
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She scowls slightly. "And whoever controls the water has the power, a different kind of chain on people, but a chain all the same."
The area where the moisture is sold is busy, unsurprisingly. Ibani sticks close to Ben, unwilling to risk trouble at the moment.
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He exchanges a couple of wupiupi coins for a pitifully small amount of water shared between two gourds, and hands one to her. "You can drink some when we get out of the city," he says, "but hold on to it until then."
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It's strange to have someone be protective of her, but she likes it.
"I understand." And she needs to leave, soon. She's getting attached, too attached.
Ibani is restless as they make their way toward leaving the city.
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He's also inclined to delay the inevitable, because he's tired and he would rather not deal with it today. Still though, it's going to have to come eventually.
He greets Dolo with the manak and a scratch behind her horn. "Thank you for waiting, my friend," he says, and offers Ibani a hand to help her up.
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Ibani calls the Force and pushes just a little on Ben's mind, with a hand gesture that will be very familiar to Ben. "I'll be okay on my own for a bit, I can look after myself."
If she knew his reputation, she'd never try the mind trick on him, but she doesn't.
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Would she make a scene in front of other people? Where she could be watched? He doubts it - she's trying to protect his feelings, so she's probably not inclined to traumatise anyone in Mos Eisley.
"You'll be okay on your own for a bit," he echoes. "You can look after yourself."
He does a pretty good impression of someone under the influence, given how many times he's heard this exact intonation before.
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If he lets her break his line of sight, she really WILL vanish. Force cloaks are useful like that. Hiding her path through the sand will slow her down, but she'll manage.
The Force can be both irritating and helpful with the visions it provides. It shows Ben a place he knows, a place where a krayt dragon lairs, shows him Ibani's hands red with blood and holding her sword. The hand position and the amount of blade visible are all wrong for the blade to have been turned on someone ELSE.
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He puts his hood up and steals after her. No need for a Force Cloak like she can do, when you can just work the conscious mind like he can.
When she vanishes, he still knows where she's going.
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Which would be more useful if the Force hadn't told Ben where she was going. It's like it wants her alive for some reason....
It's a way into the desert, but she doesn't stop, doesn't rest, until she finds the lair. The krayt is massive, towering over Ibani.
"Well? Eat me, damn it!" Ibani growls at the beast. She's used to the wildlife on Korriban who view humans as tasty snacks and are unnaturally aggressive to boot.
"The wildlife on this planet is defective," she mutters to herself. She moves to draw her sword.
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Maybe it thought she was drawing her sowrd on it. Maybe something else suggested that it should attack.
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She forces herself to her feet, because there is such a thing as pride, even here and now.
"Should have tried for my head," she informs it, her voice and smile fey and strange.
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Ibani calls the Force into her body and tries to leap over the charge, hoping to land on its back.
"Let it go, Ben!" she calls out. Call it a hunch. "Although I wouldn't begrudge a former Jedi the chance to do me in and take their time about it, I don't think that's what you're here for." Another hunch, the former Jedi bit.
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Meanwhile Ben eventually appears, fighting across the dunes. He's closer than he should be for appearing like this. Rather than coming over the horizon it's more like he slips into notice.
But the suns are high and the desert is harsh and he's an old man, so his approach is a slow struggle.
"I'll let him go when you do," he says. "You didn't need to bring him into this, you know."
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She lets go of the krayt, leaps far off his back, and onto the sand. At least the krayt can eat her once she's dead, for his trouble
She sighs. "I didn't want you to see this, you know." Her smile at him is fey and sad. "There is no justification for my continued existence, not anymore."
Fortunately, at least for Ben, trying to maneuver her weapon, which has a solid and fairly lengthly blade, to cleanly stab herself in the heart is giving Ibani trouble, so he has a little time before she does herself any more harm.
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The strength in his Force is impressive. A single pull on the sword hilt as strong as if it were his own lightsaber. It comes seemingly out of nowhere and yanks hard on the metal, pulling it directly to him.
He's not just any former Jedi.
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"Why won't you let me die?!" she demands.
Her hands and her voice shake. "I was trained as an Inquisitor and an assassin. I've murdered, tortured, broken minds, adults and fellow acolytes, I couldn't even give you an estimate as to how many there have been. I could have refused."
They would have killed her, of course, but she could have refused.
"When I was eleven I murdered my only friend, when she was tied up and begging me not to hurt her, because they asked it of me and I did not want to die." And her tone turns a bit hysterical at that, at the terrible irony of it.
"I am a monster, out of place and out of time and the galaxy has monsters in it enough already."
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"Because you're not broken," he says as he approaches.
"Because I've let too many people die." Tens of thousands of his fellow Jedi. Millions of clones. Billions of innocents caught in the middle of a war that the entire Galaxy lost.
"Because," as he gets closer her reaches out a hand to her shoulder, pulls her to him, "you have the chance for new life now. You have the chance for hope, and I am not going to let you throw that away."
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She can feel that he means it, every word, and those words slam again and again into the shields and walls she's built around her heart. The walls crumble and she sobs, a harsh, broken, sound, years of pain and anguish finally given an outlet.
She clings to him like a lifeline or like a child might cling to their parent.
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He does eventually push her away enough to take her sword arm into his hands, and gently start cleaning it - using the physical Force to push the sand out and his own life Force to accelerate her healing, where the krayt and the sword between them have done some damage.
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Ben doesn't have a lot of life energy to waste!
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"Too late," he says, and smiles. "All finished. You can save your energy for now."
He uses a thumb to wipe a tear away from her cheek, and starts to rise with some effort. "Are you ready to go home or do you have something else needlessly dramatic to get up to?"
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Ben calling his house home, her home, makes her heart hurt, but in a good way. "No more dramatics, I promise," she says. "Though I'd rather not leave my sword here. I don't have a lightsaber, though I have the crystal for one. Found it not long before I got flung here."
Being unarmed makes her edgy, okay? Even if with the Force she's not exactly helpless.
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Then he nods. "It's over here, come on."
As they walk over to the spot, he continues: "We can see about making your lightsaber later, I think. But we're going to have to be very careful about training. It's vitally important no one finds you here."
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